In the moment.

I'm thinking about what it means to people to make
this and how I should behave.  I firstly, know that my
relationship with my lawyer, is tantamount considering
my history/my past.  Many people would be shocked
that I could afford it.  I am sure he confides in me the
utmost sense of sincerity, against voicing my discontent
towards our present situation of not being able to sing
French, Japanese or be musical because this whole
submission is in the works, so I am thinking, "what can
I add, what would compliment the momentum of what
I have so far", I am just content with what I have and
I am looking for a literary agent, to just handle these
elements of Japanese music, Chinese music astronomy
and the Indonesian travel brochures, so it get's to where
I feel like it should go.  Are all celebrities like that?
The industry is consuming the creativity, and we can't
figure out how to prevent that from happening because
it's a mix of what the author wants, and what people
want from him, so I am discovering this.  I can't write
about the vague area's now, because I took into account
the multi lingual sections of music and science, and I
saw how it was a comedy to the people who earn low
grades so it fits into some experimental European
film genre.  That makes sense, but I am not in this
moment.