I don't know if this will ever be read or understood by the
people who were involved, since I would suspect them as
simply choosing not to, but in my exposure to The Beach Boys,
thru my friend who I met at Kellenberg, I seemed to have
gotten subtly drawn out into the world of musical talent because
the polyphony effects your hearing/ear drums, so you can
write more if you listen to The Beach Boys as opposed to
listening to a guitar player a bassist and a drummer following
one chord pattern and melody.  I am very up in arms about
this since their is no starting phase of comprehension towards
how to do this.  You simply meander into it, and you have
to rely on people to cooperate and volunteer on a regular
basis for little or no money to get anywhere and on top of that,
you don't know that to be mobile in the music industry or
the recording industry a good lawyer is more important than
talent, so going the way I went, learning about African music,
thru books that were given to me as presents I went by the
profundity of the scenario where a drummer for my step fathers
band, borrowed a 10-204 book from an African book store
and gave the judge in Glen Cove, his reassurance that we
were not guilty of violating any noise ordinances, so that
we didn't get charged guilty during our answer to the summons,
however, he kept the book and never returned it to us, so
I felt like it was a good thing to do, although my enthusiasm
in African drumming, was never substantiated by my friends,
or demystified exactly, so that my rigorous interpretation,
internalizing the passages, culture, etc, seemed to dislodge
the appreciation of harmonic patterns and polyphony that
Brian Wilson of the Beach Boys was known for, so I wound
up releasing my allbum that was influenced by the outtakes
of that signature album of experimental Beach Boys songs,
in the backlash of African cultural enthusiasm that alienated
my would be supporters for reasons that didn't recognize
that rural hard ships would be appreciated;/substantiated due
to the fact I didn't need to rely on what was in New York,
and I could rely on internal understanding and appreciation
of the African culture, village should I ever get to leave
New York.